♥ Nurul Umirah ♥

♥ ; It's for you sweety.

& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Wednesday, February 18, 2009

I know you just read my blog. I just read your blog too, where did I get your blog? Hahas. Don't ask how. And yeah, my name was there. I hope you don't mind me copy and paste what you just wrote in your blog.

" idk why im saying this,but i guess i will say it. im having seconnd thoughts of Sufi & Umirah or so called FERAL. they seems to be sweet together. yea,im jealous at first.but hey,looks like im over it bit by bit. when i see their pictures,my reactions would be lyke"alalalaa,sweet la" heh. i guess Feral will be good to sufi. so Sufi,u are fortunate to have her. You both LAST LONG oke.im sincere oke. heh. (: "

So yeah. I'm still wondering, how should I feel right now. Haha. Sufi doesn't know that I'm writing about this. And I'm sure he will know once he touch he's laptop.

Anyway, just wanna tell you, I know it's still hard for you. But it's harder for her. You should know who is 'her'. I don't wanna mention her name to avoid any misunderstandings down here. So just wanna make things clear. As a girlfriend, I have the rights to feel jealous and heart broken too. But to think back, I shouldn't. Why ? Cause I trust Sufi. He's a great guy, isn't he? So hard to let go and so fortunate to have him. Thanks for your sincere wish. I'm happy that you could finally let go of those feelings. Even if you still hold it, I'm sure you don't wanna see things goes wrong right? I feel much more better to know that you say you're over it, bits by bits. And I hope it's really what you feel.

Seriously, I don't know you. And it's still a big question mark on how you know me and my previous life. But it's alright. Things happen. I'm just wishing you, and her to find a good man in your life. And as for her, i hope she will understand how I feel. I mean, keep on trying to contact Sufi is just making her feelings worst. Not only me who is hurt to know about it. But she, herself will feel the same. I bet she do understand how I feel. Yeah, I've been patient about knowing how she tried to call him every night. Just hope her to put herself in my shoes. Or maybe just think back. About how is the relationship between her and Sufi previously. Having Sufi moving on that quickly. I know it really bothers. But, you should know better than me.

Although I didn't talk a lot, I keep a lot of secrets about everything. I'm glad I have the 'changed' Sufi by my side. He's a great guy, I admit. Such a loving and caring one. Couldn't explain more to let you guys understand why I took him and a part of me although I just know him. I'm sure you guys have known people have been saying love is blind. Yeah it is. Too fast to fall in love. Too fast to judge the attitude. Too fast to be together. Yes, you guys are seeing he's part. Do take a peep at my part too. The feelings just made us have the connections.

Hey you know what? I'm really out of words to explain. Talking is really much more easier. More over, I'm so damn sleepy. =[ Goodnyte ya'll.

Tags reply;
shila: ehk gamba aku la, haha paisey nye, omg umirah kau kene asthma, told you take gd care of urself :( i miss you so much, take good care of urself tau, pape msg aku k. :)
me to shila ; Hehehe. Alah, abeh da kene, nak buat macam maner. Haha. But don't worry. I'll get my whole yr mc again for this yr. Since last yr I could do physical education . I think this yr will still be the same. Sigh.

kak long: got it..!! 28/2/09 gathering at ur hse frm wat time?? Insya-Allah will try to come.
me to kak long ; im not sure what time, will conferm with you soon alright.

*Bismillah!*: haha i dont knw y bt u r rite abt me senyum seorng2 infront of the laptop!! haw u knw haha!! thts so random seh mirah!!OH YAH!! i luper............................I LY!!!!
me to dear ; hahaha . Duh. I think I know u too well. And I'm gonna know more. and dear, i l y t dear. So much. So near yet so far. ((:

♥ 12:27 AM,

Sitting Down Reminiscing
The Melancholy Feelings
And The Agony Heart.