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& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Thursday, March 19, 2009

I am so irritated by this someone who keep on calling again and again. Really irritating !

So hello everyone. Haha. Today I had a great day. Last thursday was having drawing test. It's just a test, not an exam. And I was late for godness sake. =.= The reason is that I slept like around 6am in the morning. And was chatting / webcaming / gaming with dear thru msn. Haha. While also accompany him while waiting for he's mum to come back from he's late grandma's house. So anyway, I didn't realize I was sleeping when webcaming with him. HAHA. Too tired I guess? LOL.

So anyway, we talk things out and tried to solve things that have been bothering us a lot, especially me. Things seems to be shaky, like really, since the last few days before thursday. We made things clear and I finally let out everything that might have just hurt he's feelings. Sigh. Whatever it is, I am really sorry if suddenly I shoot out everything to you. I know it feels so agony that it's like the first time you got this feeling that I made you feel. I apologies for that dear. I didn't mean to be rude or to make you feel that way. I'm sorry that I hurt your feelings and make you feel so bad. I admit, I'm just really angry for no reasons. Maybe I'm just too emotional. But I'm glad that you accepted whatever I say to you. And I'm glad, that .. Our love become more strong ..Thanks for giving in and put away your ego's. Thanks for trying very hard to be patient in me. Thanks a lot for the sacrifices that you've made for me. Thanks, for always being there for me, dear.. I don't know about you, but my love to you, stronger.. And I hope it will stay that way till the end of my last breath. Hee.. (:

Dear told me that he loves to see me in curls.
Should I perm???

So thursday, I woke up at around 12.30pm. And guess what? My drawing test starts at 1pm. Haha. I received missed calls my 4 different numbers. Haha. I quickly called dear and told him I just woke up and will be late for test. Something bad happened. I fall down when I was on the way back to my room from toilet. It was very slippery that I slipped down. It hurts a lot, but I have no time to think about the pain. I broke the record of my getting ready to school. I got ready to school like about 5mins, and just rush out of the house. Took 969 to interchange and took 168 to school. I reached school at around 1.30pm. Took the test and finally, relief. Haha.

The drawing test was alright. Had shades clear, but drawing of the things on the table, Im not really sure. After test, went down to dear's place , under the block to have a talk. Glad everything's going so well right now. I reached home at around 8pm and webcam-ed with dear. Dad was massaging mum's arms. I guess she's feeling very pain in the arms. After that I went to massage dad's back body. And then, he massage my leg. My legs are so damn in pain, I swear. On my right leg, there's a blue-black due to I hitted onto something. And then, my left leg knee had a very bad sore in it. And both leg make me have difficulties in walking. I wasn't expecting for that to happen. Cause I don't even think my leg is pain. I was only thinking it's just a slight pain. But this pain leads to the way I walk. Haha. Shitz man. Haha. I swear it troubles me a lot when I am walking, laying down on the bed, and trouble of standing up from the chair. Especially when I wanna go down the double decker bus. Sigh.

[ Went out to ECP with dear. ]

So this morning, I was half and hour late. Saw dear ifront just dropped down from bus 65 if I am not mistaken. So anyway, I wanna catch up to dear, or even call, or even shout his name. But I was so weak lah I think. Hahaha. Walked slowly to school. Due to this troublesome leg. Haha. Sigh. So anyway, dear saw me when he was about to go into the lift. So he waited for me. Haha. Went up the lift together with him.
Dear had he's auto cad test while me, doing the new floor plan that Ms Gan want us to learn about. I swear I don't even know how to make it. It's really difficult if I can't understand what teacher is saying. Haha. So anyway, helped dear with he's test that he missed the other day.

Dear have been making me very very happy after the days we're under shaky treatment. After letting out everything and after we made things clear, I felt much more better than ever. So today after class we went to TM. Dear bought me a pink hairband. Hahaha. Thanks dear. After that head to he's place to meet his mum. And cabbed to Bedok Industrial Park. We had some troubles of finding the location, but we did found it. So anyway, I bought yellow and white blouse. Was thinking of buying red. But there's no stock for lady's blouse. Sigh. =[ So anyway, dear bought grey, red, yellow and white if I am not mistaken.
We then cabbed to Ikea/Courts to find some things. We had our lunch, I had spaghettie bolognese for myself while dear had Lasagne. His mum had Mee goreng. Hee. After that went off to find some things in Ikea. Dear found the computer table he really wanted. His mum bought some home stuff and also a OSIM leg massage.
Me and dear was relaxing using the OSIM massage thingy. As I said, my leg was pain, but it release a little of the pain for about 1hr. And it comes back again. I know it's worth it. The original price was like 600+. But there's an offer to 300+. So after that, cabbed back to his place to send the things. Dear sent me to 969 bus stop and off went home. I am really tired and feel like sleeping. But dear just called. Hee. ((:
Currently webcaming with dear. Hee. Miss him already. HAHA. kdah bye.

That's for you dear.

♥ 9:39 PM,

Sitting Down Reminiscing
The Melancholy Feelings
And The Agony Heart.