♥ Nurul Umirah ♥

♥ ; He won't turn back on you.

& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Saturday, March 21, 2009

Picture taken last year, Cameron Highland,
Butterfly Farm.

Don't sell your love if you know it's gonna hurt you so bad. Don't sell your self cause you know it's a mistake. Don't offer your love cause one day you're gonna be in a dilemma. And don't offer your self, cause you're not a toy which can be brought around, destroying yourself. Have you ever think that he might just walk away from your life and never come back? Don't be too confident, cause this is life, so deal with it. ((:

I don't know why, but I've got the urge of updating blog. Slept at around 4am yesterday. Dear have been pestering me not to sleep yet, yesterday. Hahaha. He was really sleepy, yet he still wanna webcam and talk on the phone with me. Dear, oh dear. I felt a little guilty. Cause he is sleepy, but he doesn't wanna put down the phone yet. Hahaha. Pity dear..

So anyway, mum woke me up at around 6am. Got ready and went out at around 7. Went to ICA building to do my passport. My passport expires one June 2009. More over, I'm going to overseas in this coming week. Gonna miss dear and gonna be far with dear like over 4 days. Hope there's internet connection in the hotels/resort that we're going cause I'm gonna bring my laptop over so that I could webcam with him although we're very far. Haha.

This thursday will be taking my new passport. I was asking my dad to find me a hot pink passport cover. He told me he will find one for me. Haha. *jump up and down*. I'm still thinking where to go other than Cameron Highland. Any ideas? Do tag me alright? Thanks.

Dear and me have been talking a lot this days. I find myself a big smile whenever I had a minute spare, thinking about him. Why ? Cause, thinking of him just made me smile. To think back, it's too fast to judge this feelings. But why not? If this is love and if we're destinied, I'm sure everything's fine. Dear have been a very good guy this days. I've seen him change a lot. I'm glad somehow or another it really made his mum happy with what he did. This few weeks being with him, knowing him and just to laugh along every time I hear his funny stories, just rake my heart up and made me smile. Nothing could ever change this feelings. Care, trust, honest and understanding plays a very important role. By him, trusting me, honest and understand me, it just made me realize every thing is gonna be fine. I know and I am confident that he will be a great guy in future. Seeing and imagining it might help a lot. Don't laugh. Cause it's just something you should see and think what's ur future gonna be like. If I could see it in me, why not him? Looking at how he behaves and his attitude towards studies now are much more unbelievable. Hearing he's past and knowing his present really just made me smile and glad, that I knew him. Maybe this is why, god set us up. Nothing is too late. I'm happy that this loves grows stronger, between me and him. Fears and third party might be something that is gonna be bothering us through out the journey,but I am happy enough that this things are parts and parcels of a relationship. Praying hard and put up a great trust and honest is the only thing that could help. Just loving him more and more each day. He's MY SUFI. I'm happy I'm he's Mirah. (:

Seeing him smiling to me, just melts my heart in silence.

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means

♥ 11:48 AM,

Sitting Down Reminiscing
The Melancholy Feelings
And The Agony Heart.