& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Haha, this is so random. And I look FAT?!! #$@%^
So hello fellow readers.
Currently just webcaming, chatting, watching movie and eating Mac(s). Today my day started out SO bad. But ended up SO good. (:
Firstly, I've gotta apologies to my dear Muhammad Sufi for troubling him this morning. Really, felt so ashamed of myself for having a sudden attack early in the morning. Dear was like my 2nd "Dad". He scolded me and try to make me laugh just to let me forget what's happening to me. Hahaha. Thanks dear, your scolding and efforts. Thanks so much for your sincere care and concern my dear honey. Haha.. All I can say is that, No one have known me that fast to judge me and no one can ever know how I am really deep in me. Yes, other people might know you much more, and they might know you in a longer period of time. But no one ever knows or see, who are you, deep in there. Behind the mask. All I can do is just to smile if people say they know you more than I do. Yes, they might know you more, but they don't know, who are you in there. I love you, Muhammad Sufi. (:
Ok, so school started out okay, than me and Sufi had a little misunderstanding, which actually is just a small thing. No wonder we were wearing blue and red today. It's because there's something wrong in between our day. Hhahahaha. But actually, we're doing alright. Haha. I love being looked by far and watch him from far. Haha. It really tickles my heart being so frustrated for no reason. Hahaha.
Didn't attend for Physicals Lesson, instead watch them playing floorball and basketball. After that, accompany those boys to the toilet to shower. Yarh, realize that all of us had been far. Especially those girls and Adam. =[ Sadly, I'm the only girl who is so called Jiwe! with them. Haha. But overall, I enjoyed being friends with Sean, Jared, Khai, Farid, and ofcause my dear boyfriend. They are the best. Haha. But sometimes I feel awkward when they talked nonsense with me. Haha. Only me and them will know about what. =__=" And I know, Sufi will stand there and smile. Hahaha.
After that went to Kedai Din to buy drinks. Sufi bought me Yakult. Sean labelled me as a fast drinker, in a sacarstic way. Which means, I take so long to finish up my drink. -_- Then off to Food Culture to eat. After that head home. Reached home at around 8.30pm. Mum brought back fries and d-cheeseburger with a coke for me. But I'm already so full. Haha.
Anyway, just ignore those tags that people tagged. This is still my life. What ever happens to my past or future, it's still my life. People will come and go, critics will always be part of comments. But I realize that I'm not perfect. As if like they are too, that they could easily proclaim things that I didn't do. So yeah, as long as I know that I didn't do, I won't care less. They are just passer by in my life that just couldn't accept things in a good way. So yarh. Say what you ever wanna say. Cause it will turn around back to you.
Alright, I'm done over here. Tomorrow's gonna be a blast, again. Got some plans with Sufi. Oh yarh, my private blog is http://blowmesomelove.blogspot.com. Pass me your email for me to invite you guys up. That blog will be filled in with more information and more lively realities. Cause I couldn't blurt out all my thoughts here. Yeah, there's a bunch of unknown readers in my blog. So hope you guys could understand a little alright. More over, this blog will only be updated when I feel like it. Pictures will be posted more at my private blog than here. So yarh, close friends and daily readers, do pass me ur email thru my tagboard alright? Thanks. (:
That's all for today. Take care ya'll.
♥ 9:41 PM,
Sitting Down Reminiscing The
Melancholy Feelings And The Agony Heart.
