& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Friday, April 10, 2009
Apologies for the previous update. Haha. PMS really sucks, I know. And it really strikes me till I just feel like getting away from everyone so that no one can disturb me emotionally. LOL. Whatever.
So anyway, Granny's at my place. I was thinking of washing my laundry just now. So that I could get up all my white dresses separated. But guess what? Granny woke up early in the morning just to do the laundry and help with the house chores. =.= She will just do anything to keep everything's clean. Yes, I don't like it cause I don't wanna menyusahkan her. Cause she stays here, and she have to just rileks and chill bebeh. hahahaa..
Yesterday talk things with dear. I was not in a good mood. And till now I feel so angry and frustrated. Wait, I don't know why I am angry and frustrated. Really. Irritating eh? Haha. Yeah. I'm irritated too dear. I'm so sorry if this really sucks. Mind me, just go with the flow k dear? I know it needs a lot of patience. But you know it's easy to entertain me right dear? Sighh. Whatever it is, just bear with me this few days. Everything will go away. *Flying kiss*
Some things caught my attention. Someone have been intruding Eerah's blog and write whatever she wrote in her blog. Like she doesn't have her own originality gitu. =.=" And when Eerah write that she's not satisfied about it, that girl just simply wrote back in her blog like as if she's not wrong. See? Typical deniers. Eerah is is just for godness sake 16? Her? She's older. Why have such a little thinker in her mind eh? Living her life in other people's shadow. I detest those types of people a lot. I've seen a lot, I've been a lot in this situation. But in her case, she just wanna keep on denying, instead of saying that she will stop it, or literally stop it on the spot! But one thing for sure, people like her are just capitalism. They will only live for someone is there supporting for them. Haha. And Eerah's her idol. Haha. Funny, yet true. Congrats Eerah. Someone you really hate, want you to be her idol. Although she doesn't show it, she actually wants it. Haha. Don't worry Eerah, every one around you are supporting you. Especially me and Lenny. (:
Oh yarh, yesterday abang came back from camp. My mum eh , biler abang balik baru nak buat lauk sedap2. =.=" Abang is a star eh? *flips hair to the back*. Hahaha. Kidding. Mum and dad have been making me a lot of jobs to do. Really, till I got so irritated. I was mad at dad for asking me to do things that he told me he will do. But I ended up just keeping quiet cause it's not fair for me. But they are my parents. I won't ever make them feel down. Ever again(.)(?)(!)
My blog visitors have been increasing by 20% - Live Feed. Now I've got more complicated in updating whatever my thoughts are. But thanks dear boyfriend, for supporting. I know some people don't like whatever I write in my blog. But hey! This is still my blog, this is still my life. I've got my own life, I've got my own problem and I write my own stories, you guys are just my readers. It's like as if, I'm acting, and you're watching. You can critisize me or just praise me. But yeah, it's still my life. I've got a lot of friends, and I don't have enemies. You walked into my life as a stranger, so end it like a stranger too. I don't need your bad comments about me. I know myself better than you guys. Yes, you read my blog, you could only catch like 35% of me. There is still a lot more to learn. I've got typical readers that I'm not close with, and also I've got unknown readers, which is a stranger to me. Just wanna remind you. Everyone have blog and everyone write what ever they feel like writing. You don't like it, you don't read it. Easy enough. No, really. I don't really care about people hating me. Cause what do they get? Nothing. Simply nothing. You can hate me, you can fancy me all you want. I don't care. Cause this is my life. I've got better things to do rather than looking out for somebody's elses life and critic about them as if they have perfect life. Just wanna say, smile now. I just hope it will ticks to your mind alright.
Can't wait to catch a movie with dear next week! *Smile broadly*
Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you're my saving grace You're everything I need and more It's written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away
Some of the pictures taken as photography.
Coloured and White peacock @ Langkawi. (:
The flower of Strawberry. Strawberry growing. (:
♥ 9:07 AM,
Sitting Down Reminiscing The
Melancholy Feelings And The Agony Heart.
