& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Like I say, why are you still here when you hate me? Hahahaha. Cause you're just so interested in my life now right? haha. hey, I'm laughing at you ya know. Haha.. So inept in handling your own feelings that you can't face the reality. LOL. (:
This is a weird nightmare. Ever dreamt about something you think it will just go with the flow, until you saw a group of people running and when you tilt up your face, you saw someone above you from floor number 6/7th standing there getting ready to jump? The guy seems like doing some pakour. But the weird thing is that, when you saw him, you just gone speechless that you have to just look at someone close that you feel like letting out, but you just gone speechless. And in 10 seconds later, you heard a very loud bump. And you feel that the blood was all over your legs. When you turn around, you saw his body is entangled and ofcause, his blood all, the next minute his group of friends came back and laugh at him. Ambulance came, and you ran away, cause you just couldn't get this scary eerie feeling away. This is why I couldn't be a doctor. I can't see blood. I can't see broken bones. I can't face people who is sick. Haha. How eh? Unless the person is my love one, maybe I would lah.. hahaha.
Everytime I wanna update my blog, there's always some people asking me to do some things. =.= Eg. kemas rumah, tolong itu, tolong ini. *irritated tawuk*
Oh yarh. I heard a lot of people have cut their hair?!!!?@#$% Alah. baru nak potong rambut.. Nevermy, I'll keep my hair long, and MAYBEEEE perm it. Maybe uh. I still love my natural straight hair. =[ Have you ever feel so safe having your lover by your side, cuddling and hugging you? Have you ever feel that you love him/her so much that you feel like you don't wanna give up no matter how hard the risk is? Have you ever feel that you are surrounded by everything nice when he/she is around? Have you ever feel like there is no one out there that could ever make you feel like how you feel about him/her? Have you ever say to yourself that you wanna share your world with him/her? Have you ever feel so weird about your self that you keep on wondering why you feel so 'loved' by him. Have you ever feel that you need him/her more, when he/she keep on saying that he needs you more? Have you ever feel like just letting the whole world knows that he/she is yours, and you won't ever let go cause you know, you wanna do everything for him/her. You wanna complete your life with him/her, you wanna laugh and cry with him/her, you wanna travel around the world with him/her, you wanna work with him/her, you wanna find happiness with him/her. Have you ever feel that you're so naive that you feel like you wanna do EVERTHING with him/her? Haha..
Yeah, I feel all that, when I'm in loveeeee with my deaaar.. hahaha :) I'm going out later. Calohhhh, I MISS EERAH ALREADY LAH. AND OFCAUSE. I MISS LENNY TOO. And Lenny, don't ever tell anyone about anything about what your parents know about .. you know. K bye!hah.
Through the fire through the rain Through the joy and the pain Este amor all remains the same I'm a give u the world Through the fights through the change Through the nights through the days Este amor remains the same I'm a give u the world
♥ 12:40 PM,
Sitting Down Reminiscing The
Melancholy Feelings And The Agony Heart.
