♥ ; I love you, I love you.
& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Monday, May 11, 2009
Hey yaw fellas readers.
Hmm, so today was just a typical day with lots of bitter sweet lovelies and happiness. Haha. So today, went to school. Met dear and off to school with him. We were like, "youuu, rindu seyy..".. Hahahaha. pdhal kite sebelah2 jer.. hahaha. But yeah, only god knows how much we miss each other. Yeah, it might seems that we're so close like we meet each other everyday. But no. We're titled as " So near, yet so far ". Meet him already feel like holding him tight. Haha.
So anyway, at around 1pm went to tampiness mall. I'm so glad that what I expected was true. I feel much more better after that. Thanks to dear and sean, so much. If it weren't for you guys, I think I'll be so worried. But still, I can't just hang this thing over. Hope that it's really what I think.
Sigh. I just remembered what happened today. I know this few days/weeks I've been so hasty and nasty. Okay, maybe not nasty. But maybe a little?.. Haha.. I am not sure why, and what's wrong with me. It's like so random and so surprising though.. But glad dear still accept me for who I am. Thankyou so much, dearest boyfriend, for really understanding me inside out. But everything's now is over. We've gotta slowly go back to square one. Whatever JUST happen should be just thrown out. I don't wanna think about it anymore. Although how much it hurts and how much we've gotta endure. But I'm so happy that our love grows strong.
I'm sorry if I made a decision to early. But that was when I was so angry that I couldn't think of what I should do. Though that, I just want us to be like what we should be. I know our life have been going like a roller coaster. But I'm glad you and me are still holding strong together. I know it hurts your feeling with what I've just said to you. But yeah, that was when I was too angry that I couldn't think of anything anymore.. But you know me the best.. I am sure you're still gonna hold me strong no matter what happen. I'm falling harder to you. and I'm gonna make sure that we're gonna be strong together. I love you, Muhammad Sufi. (:

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Okay! I'm done!
Oh yarh! No matter what, Chelsea is a loser and Man United is the winner. K da bye. =P
♥ 7:22 PM,
Sitting Down Reminiscing
The
Melancholy Feelings
And The Agony Heart.