♥ ; I've got all the advantages, remember that.
& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Hey you guys. Just ignore those hate tagger. Cause it comes from the same person who I think is either despise me or jealous with me. Haha. Why? Cause they will try their all means to make me feel terrible. Let me tell you something dude/babe, your words aren't hurting me. Why don't you just tell me who are you? I guess you are too scared if I gotta know it's you right? You're just too coward to admit who you are. Hey, show me yourself lah if you think you are so perfect. Oh btw, I look like BAPOK? hahaha. Are you kidding me or what? Or it's just that, you're trying very hard to satisfy your heart so you came by my blog to tag? Haha. Why not you just come to me and say it to my face? Scared right, scared right, scared righttttt~ hahaha.
So anyway, thanks guys for tagging me. And thanks dear for also trying to tell me someone hate tagged me. Haha. Don't worry guys. This people have no life that why they are trying to fit in, in someone elses life. LOL
I didn't went to school today. Went to tampines for awhile, then went back to woodlands to slack somewhere. Then went home. I'm really really tired. I'm sick but I don't know why I am sick. Hmm.. Only dear know how weak I am. Sigh .. Thanks dear for always sacrificing your time for me. Skipping lesson just to see me well..Thanks so much for your concern.. Loving you more and more each day..
Although things make me so frustrated sometimes, I just don't know why but I have to be strong. I'm glad I'm a self motivater. With friends that always care about me. Being patient when it's already at the tip of a miserable feeling. We've been thru a lot for this 3months. And I am happy enough that I'm still strong to face this. Hell yeah now I'm feeling a little down. Knowing some bitter truth. Bet you, I won't believe a single thing about it. Yes, I admit now I'm already shaky and I'm already at the edge of the lurch. Thank you so much dear, for pulling me back and trying so hard to make me feel happy no matter what. Now I know who to blame. I know it's not you. And if this thing happens again, I'll be happy to take this as a test. You know what I want, and I'm happy that you always tries so hard. But I guess there's still a long way to go right? I'm already patient enough with what she's trying to do. And I'm not gonna be patient anymore, if it's already making me feel so frustrated that I couldn't handle it anymore.
You've seen my patience, you've seen my weakness. You've seen me happy, and you've seen me cried too. You've seen everything in me. And I am glad that you're mine. I wanna be yours, and always. But let make fate as god's decision. I love you, muhammad Sufi. And I will never fail to love you.. trust me..
What do your eyes say ? :
My result is...
Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel 'em hopin' and prayin'
Things between us don't get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied
♥ 9:52 PM,
Sitting Down Reminiscing
The
Melancholy Feelings
And The Agony Heart.