Although our relationship have been a lot of bitter and sweet moments. I'm happy enough that we're still holding on strong together. Knowing about how much this love went by. And surprising feelings that have gone by. This love is still so strong.

Knowing how much you really need me, and knowing how much you really care about me, already made me feel much more better. I hope whatever we are lacked right now, will be gaining as much as we can. Cause I'm scared if everything went down the drain. It's gonna be really really sad thing. :(

I just hope that we're gonna be travelling slowly back to the path we should be leading. I'm already happy enough that your mom is happy with our relationship and she's supporting us. I hope you could take all this opportunity to actually change everything back. Hoping and praying for the best..

Whatever that I just let out just now is just something that I've been keeping to myself. I hope you had really realize it. I know it's not only you at fault. So don't worry. In a relationship, we need two hands to clap. Let me be there for you whenever you need someone to talk too. If ever one day I'm not there, it means you've gotta face it yourself. Like you said, you must have your own pendirian. Yeah, then prove it to your mum.

I don't want us to repeat the same mistake. I don't wanna look at the back, seeing you're gone. And I'm sure you don't want to see me not after you when you turn to the back too right? Once experience is already enough. Both of us have to change and put away our egos. Step by step. You can't take it knowing I'm not following you, it's the same feeling like how much I feel so sad knowing that you're not after me when I walked away. If we could write a novel about our love story, it will be sold around the world without banckrupt, bet you.

I don't believe we've gone this far. But I'm glad that it's true. I hope for this long 3months we've been together thru thicks and thins. I hope you'd still be running for me. Cause I know this love won't change. Loving you deeply, wasn't a mistake. I hope as long as I could still endure, I would sacrifice this feelings. As long as you still feel that you love me so strong, just leave all the decision to allah. I love you, Muhammad Sufi. I'm already so fortunate that you love me too. I hope it would just stay that way till the end .. of my life..

Let go of your past..
Cause your future is needing you so much..
Your past is nothing anymore..
Your future is gonna be everything, trust me..

If you love someone deeply, you won't make that someone feel like it's a karma for him/her. Like how much I love you, trust me, I won't do such stupid things that people say " what goes around , comes around. " That's what god will decide. To me, people say that to you because they just need you so much, so they are scaring you. But if you love someone that love you, you've gotta trust that person, sincerely ..