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♥ ; How to deal with it..
& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Wednesday, June 3, 2009

So hello bloggers.

About my previous post, haha, sorry to you guys who keep on asking. No, I didn't fought with my dear boyfriend, it's just that, I have to let out what's inside me. It's that, I just wanna show him everything. All I need now is his trust...

"I've been thinking, I've been keeping, all I need to do now is just to let out everything. No, no one else is in my heart, except for dear boyfriend. No matter how hard they try to get, but I'll still play hard to walk away. I can't and I won't ever. I just want Muhammad Sufi for myself. I just wanna let out that I just need him alone in my life. I don't need anyone else to make me happy, cause no one can make me happy like how he does. I'll let people judge, I'll let people despise on me. All I know that is my heart was true. I've never ever feel the sense of urge. Sense of want, sense of really.

I thought at first it was just a joke about everything. Day by day I realize how much I would miss him if he weren't there. Day by day I just keep on wondering, why is he so precious. Sometime later, I figure it out. I figure how come I'm so attached to him. How come I'm so into him till I could stand everything although all of it is pushing me and trying to make me fall. Believe me, I won't fall over anyone's tricks and sweet talks cause I know they are just pretending to be nice.

But I know, inside me, I am so sure I will be running back to him if we were to have a big conflict. Do you know how it feels like when you love someone that you don't care about anything but just wanna do everything with him/her? As long as he's there, everything's gonna be fine.
  1. He knows who is the real Nurul Umirah.
  2. He knows how clumsy am I.
  3. He knows how pampered am I.
  4. He knows who are my best friends.
  5. He knows what's the best for me.
  6. He knows what's the worst for me.
  7. He knows how to make me fall in love with him.
  8. He knows what I love to do.
  9. He knows how to make me smile when I'm at worst.
  10. He knows how irritating am I.
  11. He knows when I'm down.
  12. He knows what I'm scared of.
  13. He knows what I hate.
  14. He knows how I laugh.
  15. He have seen me happy
  16. He have seen me sad.
  17. He have seen me laugh.
  18. He have seen me cried.
  19. He have seen me smile.
  20. He have seen me on my worst.
  21. He have seen my natural look.
  22. He have seen me falling down.
  23. He have seen me sleeping.
  24. He have seen my haven't bath face.
  25. He have seen me angry.
  26. He have seen me frustrated.
  27. He have seen me so stressed up.
  28. He have seen me having asthma. (!!)
  29. He have seen me looking so untidy.
  30. He have seen me looking so good.
  31. He knows what I want in my life.
  32. He knows what I need in my life.
  33. He knows what I wanna be.
  34. He knows what's my plan.
  35. He knows what I wanted in future.
  36. He knows what I like to wear.
  37. He knows what suit me the best.
  38. He knows how to make me laugh.
  39. He knows how to comfort me.
  40. He knows how to make me confident.
  41. He knows how to cool me down.
  42. He knows how to make me feel good.
  43. He knows how to make smile.
  44. He have touched my heart.
  45. He have touched my soul.
  46. He have taken everything.
  47. He never makes me feel discomfort.
  48. He never makes me feel bad.
  49. He will always cover up my mistakes.
  50. He will always hold my hands tight.
  51. He could sacrifice anything, just for me.
  52. He could feel how I feel when I'm sad.
  53. He could leave everything, just for me.
  54. He could tolerate my nonsense.
  55. He could stand my irritating attitude.
  56. He could stay awake just to see me sleep.
  57. He could let go of something he need, just for me.
  58. He would hold my hands tight when I'm feeling so down.
  59. He would leave a very important thing to him,
    just to see me safe and secure.
  60. He got everything I wanted, more than enough.
    There's more, but I know it would take the whole years of typing.
    How can you find such a man?
    Can you even do what he did for me?
    I bet no... And I know, Not even one can make me feel happy.
    Cause I know, when he's around, everything seems so perfect.
    I love you, Muhammad Sufi.
We are really actually infront of each other.
It's that we webcam. Hahaha. -__-"
I'm sorry that I keep on writing about this. But, I still finding a way out of the mess that I created. Don't try to trick me with your plans. Cause I know what's in your mind. As long as I know I love Muhammad Sufi, it's already enough for me. How ever you try, I will always come back to Muhammad Sufi. Like how I will always come to my parents no matter how much they will scold me. Cause I know. My boyfriend is really important to me. Yes, maybe you'll see that it seems like nothing. But deep in me. There's more than nothing. Trust me. I love Muhammad Sufi....... Sigh.."

I miss the old days ..
but I'm glad I've left the bad memories.
still, I do keep good memories. (:
Enjoying the night life.
thick make-ups + tired face.
Vivo with andi&lenny's family
Hari rAya!

Classmates. (SPOT ME! click to view larger)
Work interview @ OrchardCafe
My babes.

Cik Ana ( Lenny's aunt )

Sigh. Miss those times. Will update soon !
Gotta go sleep now. Dear's gonna get angry if he know I'm still awake at this time. 2:21AM. HAHAA. Sorry b. Saje2 je nk update. Haha. Kk. Meeting dear tmr gg somewhere. (:

Oh yarh, I'm gonna really miss my classmates a lot. =[
K bye



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