♥ ; I need you, and I've got you. (:
& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I lvoed
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
So Monday went to school to re-do my photoshop test. Me and Sufi. And we're lucky that Ms Gan gave us extra marks to make an effort to come to school and re-do our photoshop. I'm greatly glad that both of us gotten a "B" for our over all examination. Proud of myself, and proud of you, my dear boyfriend. Actually we can do better than this if we were to put in more efforts!
Our class had two failures and some are in "C" , "D" and "E" . But glad we improved our marks dearest boyfriend. And I'm really looking forward to get an "A" instead of "B" on term two. ((((:
So yesterday went to the counsellor interview. I was really afraid that I might not get in. But, I do hope that I'd get in. Thanks, Ms Gan for selecting me and Nazia in. Haha. Didn't expected that you choose us. Haha. And I am really hoping that the one who'd get the president name would be Nazia. Heh. Im scared lah. =P
So after that accompanied Nazia eat at the canteen, and off to meet dearest boyfriend again.
"I'm not sure what I felt yesterday, but I know, when I gotta see you from far, I'd like to run to you and say sorry about that morning. Didn't know that you too feel that way. How miracle our love story goes. I love you so much, dearest boyfriend. (: "
So anyway, went to seat around somewhere near school. And talked, crap and bla bla bla , and off home. That's all. I'm lazy to exaggerate about yesterday. Haha.
So today, I've gotta help mum to do home chores. And after that wanna tidy up my room. My computer table is damn so messy. After that, wanna talk otp with boyfriend. HEH. K bye.
"Day, by day, my love grows strong, and I know, your love grows strong too. I'm really happy that we could solve our problems if we were to work together. Just wanna be there for you whenever you need me. Trust me when I said that I love you, cause I don't lie to show my love, I'd show my best, cause I just want you to know, that my love was true enough to be fake. I wanna apologize about what I've said yesterday. Maybe I just couldn't endure it, but wanted you to know that I don't wanna hurt your feelings.I don't mean it, and you know. Thankyou so much for understanding me and accepting me for who I am. Doing what I like. And just for your own benefits. Just so you know, I'm really sorry to walk away not looking back. Half way thru, I stopped, realizing that I need you more than anyone else. Who else can I cry on, if it's not you. Didn't expected you were following too. I just wanna cry on your shoulders for you know I'm breaking down to tears. I can't go, cause I need you. And only you, who can comfort me. Not pretending, but true enough to see the reality. I'm so obsessed in you dearest boyfriend. I just wanna avow everything before it's too late. No one needs you like how I need you. And I bet you, No one can ever replace you. I love you so much, Muhammad Sufi. You're the apple in my eyes. Muackz!"
♥ 10:42 AM,
Sitting Down Reminiscing
The
Melancholy Feelings
And The Agony Heart.
"Day, by day, my love grows strong, and I know, your love grows strong too. I'm really happy that we could solve our problems if we were to work together. Just wanna be there for you whenever you need me. Trust me when I said that I love you, cause I don't lie to show my love, I'd show my best, cause I just want you to know, that my love was true enough to be fake. I wanna apologize about what I've said yesterday. Maybe I just couldn't endure it, but wanted you to know that I don't wanna hurt your feelings.I don't mean it, and you know. Thankyou so much for understanding me and accepting me for who I am. Doing what I like. And just for your own benefits. Just so you know, I'm really sorry to walk away not looking back. Half way thru, I stopped, realizing that I need you more than anyone else. Who else can I cry on, if it's not you. Didn't expected you were following too. I just wanna cry on your shoulders for you know I'm breaking down to tears. I can't go, cause I need you. And only you, who can comfort me. Not pretending, but true enough to see the reality. I'm so obsessed in you dearest boyfriend. I just wanna avow everything before it's too late. No one needs you like how I need you. And I bet you, No one can ever replace you. I love you so much, Muhammad Sufi. You're the apple in my eyes. Muackz!"