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♥ ; What if I'm not there, anymore?
& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Monday, June 15, 2009

I've updated an entry. But I decided not to post it since it's gonna freaking hurt someone's feeling. //Edits.// Yeah, I guess indeed it's true. Maybe I should be more patient although I've never been patient like this before, but there's no harm giving a try. Hurting someone's feeling is a sin. So I will stop it and I hope she've not read it yet. But it's alright. I've done my part. At least, I'll finish my part up and stay happy. Insyaallah. (:
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So anyway, I'm already really missing boyfriend so damn much. I am really hoping him to came back early before the sun sets. Sigh. This time, I'm really gonna tell that, I am going to Malaysia today, at night. I'm gonna leave my trust. And I really hope it will be used, properly.

//Edits//

So today in the morning was waken up by dearest boyfriend at around 7am. He called and we talked for awhile. It's already 2.20pm right now. I'm pretty bored and I have to pack up my things to go. Maybe I'll be back by Friday. =( I'm sorry boyfriend, you know I love you kan? Hahahaha. Tak lah, I was just kidding. I'll came back unexpectedly. So please boyfriend, try to call me whenever you can. You might not know that I'm already back. Haha.

Sighhhhhh. I feel so restlessss ( again! ). I wanna go shower and pack up things and hoping dear come back before sun sets. I love you dear boyfriend. (:

Anyway guys, have you listened to the song on my previous entry? " Andaiku tahu - ungu " ? Haha. I love that song. It really is making me realize slowly about my sins and bads in this wide world. Hoping for those forgiveness. Hopefully all those prayers will be answered. (:

I'm not hungry. I don't know nowadays I've got no mood to eat unless I'm really hungry. =/ And I really lose 2kg. HAHA. I told mum, and mum was like " Nurul tengah ader masalah ape nie.. Stress-Stress, tak bagos tau, nanti cepat tua, keluar uban baru tahu. " Then I was like, HuH? What only. Hahaha. One thing about mum, she knows my steps here and there although I didn't tell her anything. LOL. But maybe because of , she is my mum. Hahs. (:

Twenty more days to go!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHE. And fourteen more days to go!!!!!!
This coming days are gonna make me soo happy. So please pray for my safety before I'm leaving alright guys? Thankyou so much. You know I love all my friends kan? HAHAHA. K dah, I'm starting my craps. Anyway, I miss eerah and lenny. MY BABES, Fizah and all. Sigh. On 24th I'm going to meet dearest Fizah. Hopefully. And also gonna meet dear's mum and DEAR !!! To help out in blogshop. Dearest bloggers and shoppers. Give me some supports alright. I'm not asking much lah kan, tapi, thanks eh! =P

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn't feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I'd be wishing you were here
To be everything that I'd be looking for
I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again

How many really know what love is?
Millions never will
Do you know until you lose it

That it's everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You're beside me
I'm so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for

I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
(can you do that for me baby)
Every time you touch me
(see we don't really know)
Touch me like this is the last time
(see everyday we never know)
Promise that you'll love me
(I want you to promise me)
Love me like you'll never see me again
(like you'll never see me again)





♥ 2:08 PM,

Sitting Down Reminiscing
The Melancholy Feelings
And The Agony Heart.




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