♥ Nurul Umirah ♥

♥ ; I am always trying .

& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Thursday, July 16, 2009

MUMMMMMM

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Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak, tolonggggggggggggggggg.

I was busy downloading the 3Dmax software, and I just receive an email from Mr Tan KK. I'm feeling so terrible, cause I though I want to save up the AutoCad drawing that was sent by him. But seriously, after I downloaded it, I was finding my thumb drive like mad. My eyes are watery, scared if I lose it........ Bismillahirahmaanirahim.. I hope it's still on the desktop that is at studio 2. I texted Ms Gan reporting about my thumbdrive, but she have not replied me yet. Why am I so clumsy? I am not this type of person, and I'm sure all my best friends know. But I don't know why, I become more and more clumsy....... What should I do, What should I do, What should I do, What should I do, What should I do, What should I do, What should I do, What should I do, What should I do, What should I doooooooooooooooooo....... Seriously, this is driving my crazy. I know it's not really important, cause I still have the documents, but, NO! I just made a staircase out of auto Cad just now in class, it's so perfect! Why was I in rush! Sigh. My mistake. I am always doing things in rush nowadays. I'm so stressed up. This semester is going to be so much difficult. I swear. We are already given a task to do the floor plan, of either 2 parent, 1 child family, or an adult living in a two storey apartment. Sigh. It cost 60 marks! I've got to pass it no matter what.

I'm sorry dear friends if sometimes I ignored you, but because of my upcoming projects giving me a stress up on myself. I've gotta buck up. Although I pass, but still I want to aim high! I wanna go to Polytechnic! Please!! Talked with dear just now, we were discussing to stress our self up on this semester. We don't care anymore. We just want to prove to our teachers that we can do better! *Bismillah* Errghhh! My heart is still so heavy cause I couldn't stop thinking where is my thumb drive. I couldn't believe that I really lost it. Maybe I'll try to check it once more.

Today was normal. Went in class as early as we could. Met sufi and went straight to class. Actually Sufi was in a rush. But it's ok, he manage to come 5mins after I came. So yarh. We did our stairs plan. It was perfect ! And I love it! I hope I didn't lose it. Please! :(

Effy made me touch this morning. I was sitting down in front row with Sufi and Effy beside me. She keeps looking at me. Then when I asked her why, she didn't say a thing. That was abnormal. I was like peeping by the side. I know she's looking at me, a lot of plenty of times. Trust me. It was really uncomfortable! Then she wrote something on my notepad. I know it's kinda random, but I just feel like sharing, cause it touches my heart. :

Effy : Epy rindu mirah .
Me : *smile* Mirah pun rindu epy. laa.. pasal tu je epy tgok2 mirah ?
Effy : Abey skg susa nk tgk mira kat sch. hmmm..
Me : *was thinking, I always went to school what?* " ala, k nanti mirah datang sekolah hari2 k? *something unimportant question* "
Effy : *something unimportant answer* " Then you with sufi. Then sumore tk kn nk disturb you two kn..
Me : alah.. Mcm tk biasa pulak. kan kita memang selalu together. Biasanya Sean pun ada ngn kita. Just come hang around with us lah!!

And more about something unimportant that I can't let you guys know. But I was touched. I know that we met in school everyday, in class somemore. Always disturb her. But didn't know she miss me when didn't get to hang out with me. :( Pity her. And I miss her too. Hope to make it up with her soon.

Anyway, thanks dearest sufi, for helping me to put everything together. We gotta leave everything behind and just change for good. I'm really looking forward for this semester's projects and proposal and assignments. I really want to pass with distinction cause I know I can. Hope I got blessing from you guys. Thanks to dearest boyfriend for so much of surprises that is done for me. I don't know what problem that is bothering you so much, and I hope it will end soon. :( Cheer up dear. I'm always here. Just pray and change everything. I know you've clean up every mess. I hope you'd try your best. Although it's hard to change, you know you've got my support so strong. But don't be weak, or everything will crash. Just need more patience, trust me, everything will be alright. I'd pray to god for the calmness in your mind. And I hope you calm donw with whatever that is happening around you. Sigh.

The purpose of me putting this pictures,
means that I really miss family gathering.
It's been 456578959234 weeks we've
not been having any family gathering. Sigh.
Hope mum would have an off day. :(
GOODNIGHT!

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♥ 9:39 PM,

Sitting Down Reminiscing
The Melancholy Feelings
And The Agony Heart.