& I love this one. Don't you ?

Playing around with colours and natural look.

Ever feel like what if you turn to your back, someone you really want to be there is really there watching your back as you go? Ever feel like, when you turn around, you'd be hoping that someone is there running towards you for how much that someone care for you and just want to be there. But as you turn around, again and again, it's just too pain to see no one is there running for your back. How much you'd be hoping and how much you'd be stopping, no one is there to catch when you fall anymore.

If ever I can print screen something from my eyes, I'd print screen what I saw on my blog. HAHA. The bullets are heart-shaped, in my eyes. While actually if I look again it's round. HAHA.

Ok. I went back home at 1pm today. Reached at aroun 1:45pm. In the bus, I was kinda pissed off with this indian guy, he was so close to me that he nearly conquered 3/5 of the seat. I was pissed off when he put he's hand on the chair where it's near to my butt. I gotta squeeze my self to the window to make sure I won't contract with his body. But I think he was too sleepy that he doesn't even care that I was not comfortable at all. In my mind was like "so pretending" I know, it's silly. But you don't know how it feels like. I just feel like changing place with other people. That indian man was like, sitting beside me even though I put my bag there. So I got to take my bag up. It's freaking irritating! half an hour in the bus sitting beside him! Gahhhhh~!

I've been sleeping like a long hours from 2+ to 6+.. I don't know, but I just feel so down for some reasons. Somehow or another, I just feel like letting it out. But no one can understand except for him to accept what I want to say. I'm just trying my best to do what is told. Can't bring you back to the 'bad' side anymore. Couldn't endure it much more to see how sad she can be if I were to do things she doesn't like. I'm still up with her decision cause I still respect her. I beg you to understand what I really mean. It's really up to you to actually face what I am doing. Be it. Cause I don't want to be blamed. ;(

Dad just reached home from visiting Pak Ngah. He's down with fever. Pity him. :( Dad was like rushing home just to make sure he doesn't miss Asar cause Maghrib is just minutes away from azan. I'm so proud to have a father like him. Never had miss his prayers before. *love love*

Alright. I'm done. And I think after that I'm gonna watch some teevees. And maybe off to bed. I've been sneezing and having a bad flu from just now. My nose is as red as a clown! I don't know, even when I off the fan, it feels frigging cold! Alright ! Take care ya'll.