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♥ ; unpredictable.
& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..
Sunday, August 9, 2009

SOMETIMES .. I JUST FEEL LIKE ..
I DON'T WANNA CARE, AT ALL ..
BUT I CAN'T, CAUSE IT SHIVERS ME
LIKE YOU CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE HOW ..
IF I COULD JUST PRETEND NOTHING HAPPEN,
I WOULD, AND I JUST HOPE, I COULD ....
bloody hell.
Sometimes I just wanna share what's happening to my body
and what's been happening to myself.
Cause I'm feeling so terrible.
AND I HATE IT SO MUCH !
**** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When things gets harder, it's always getting better.
I went to Geylang yesterday with my family except for abang. Dad exhanged a new Baju Kurung since it's too big for him. After that went to travel from Joo Chiat Complex to the new Geylang Serai, to TKC to I forgot where. But the most important thing was my like is so tired! We walked all the way since mum said there's too much people. It's troublesome to get the car moving around here and there. More over it's near. Which to me it's pretty far. But anyway, I managed to grab 2 black inner clothes from first lady and one black tudung at Miss Saigon boutique. I tried it and it fits me perfectly. *wee*HAHA.
So anyway, we had our dinner at Geylang Serai, 2nd floor. It's packed and the foods are nearly finished that I can't even find any Nasi Goreng Kampung! *hurhur*. Better luck next time. Maybe during Hari Raya Puasa we will be going there again. I don't know why, I just asked mum for purple coloured hari raya dress. But mum was like asking me to fine a Kebaya instead of simple baju kurung. Hmm, All the way, we can't fine ANY BAJU KEBAYA at all! All is not to my taste. =P Mum asked me to wait for the Bazaar opening, which is during Puasa so that we could buy a new purple baju kebaya for myself. Mum had orange baju kurung and i got green for myself too. So one more baju kebaya to go. And maybe if there will be a time, I'm waiting for dad to buy me a new pair of high hills. Maybe something like gladiator for this year's hari raya.
Mum told me, 'belum puasa da tak sabar nak raya.' hahaa. Geylang was actually quite packed although it's not puasa yet. I'm not really looking forward to go cause I'm scared if something like last year happened to me again. =_="
So today. my plans are to go to Kak Azlin's wedding ceremony, and going to the beach to celebrate our so called "Family National Day". HAHAHAHA.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY FELLOW SINGAPOREANS! :D
44th is my dad's age too this coming 22 August ! Woohoooo.
OKAY. bye!




Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started calling me a miss's
All the play fighting, all the flirtatious disses

I tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't know why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too


The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right but it seems unfair
The things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me
Is this the end

Drinking tea in bed
Watching DVDs
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping
And all we buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us

The first time that you introduced me to your friends
And you could tell that I was nervous so you held my hand
When I was feeling down
You'd make that face you do
There's no one in the world
Who could replace you

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Sitting Down Reminiscing
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