& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Went to school today as per normal. Didn't do much things, except for Auto Cad. I slept so early yesterday, like at 11pm. Err, is that early? If I tell that to my dad, he'll be making faces to me. >.<
Dear tried to reach me about 1am, but I was like, sleeping, songs switched on, so when combined, I'm already is my dream land. =P So anyway, school was alright. Dear came late.(!!) Maybe because today is AutoCad. Maybe later I'll try to do some of my 3DMax. Gonna re-do everything. No, I mean, I'm gonna be like, do it for fun, to learn and refresh what I've learnt at school. I am so in love with 3dMax software!!!! HAHAH. =P
After school, went to accompany dear to do his prayers at Gufran Mosque. It's already been a few days straight he have been praying at mosque. Good for him, proud of him too! :D
Went back early, bumped to Deanna, she seat beside in me in the bus. At first it was so hot that we put in air con. After a while, she was asleep, I couldn't take the coldness, so I put on my jacket. Deanna accidentally woke up, she helped me to move the air con, how sweet.. hahahaha.. I just smiled at her. I was so tired for I'm not sure why. But reached home, talked with dear after he come back from his religious class. Great to see him doing much more better each day. (;
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TOLD YOU GUYS ALREADY!
There'll be a complain!
&& See? HAHA. =.=
And oh! Guess what ? Someone sweared so hard that I won't last long with dear. Wow?! Is she a god or something to predict it that way? Tell you what babe, if you are a god, you can just do such things. But god doesn't accept people who criticize other people like as if they are perfectly perfect. If you can swear that, how about, me swearing that you won't find a perfect man and life ever. I swear that!!!! Doesn't make sense at all right? Cause I'm not a god, but I've got a god that always help me if I always remember the presence of him.
Get over it alright. You swear you won't be angry , you swear you'll find a new boyfriend, you swear you'll move on. Go fulfill your own swears to your own self. Stop playing with the word 'swear' if you can't fulfill anything. Prove something! Don't make me think that you just can't do anything for your life. If you think you have the guts to say everything about me, then prove yourself right. Look at your age and mine, think twice! Don't be desperate.
In the other hand, I leave everything to Allah(swt)'s hands. My future, my life. Is already written and destined. What ever happens now is a lesson to learn. I can just pray and watch as life goes on. Thanks dear boyfriend for everything you've done. Just remember that all this things happen for a reason, and it shows how strong we can endure it and move on. Love ya! :)
can you hear me out there have you ever had someone who loved you never leave your side i know youll be here because you love me..yes you do
im givin all my life and all my love ..if you.. promise me youll be here forever ill give you me ill give you everything if you promise me youll never leave me
what my friends say dont matter youll be right here from the start & ill get on my knees i'll give you all of me youll never leave my side because
you love me you complete me you hold my heart in your hands and its okay cause i trust that youll be the best man that you can
baby you love me.. oh yes you do.. yea..
and no matter what they ever say about you im gonna stay by your side promise me no matter what they say about me that ...youre gon' be here til the end of time cause you held me down when no body was around and gave me all the love i need so give me more dont you ever leave cause you complete me
i know.. you love me you complete me you hold my heart in your hands and its okay cause i trust that youll be the best man that you can
cause you.. give me my heart back give me my love back baby i want it all because its never enough give me my heart give me my love back i want it all because its never enough
you love me you complete me you hold my heart in your hands and its okay cause i trust that youll be the best man that you can
you love me you complete me you hold my heart in your hands and its okay cause i trust that youll be the best man that you can
& its okay.. i know you do you.. i know you do. yes you do.. i need you too.. yeaahh. i love you baby (ohhh)
♥ 9:58 PM,
Sitting Down Reminiscing The
Melancholy Feelings And The Agony Heart.
