♥ ; I'm sorry to hurt your feelings.
& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
I am currently outside country at Mak busu's place.
Sigh. Things happen so fast that I didn't realize what I'm even doing. I am hurting a lot of parties and I'm killing my self softly for no reasons. I wonder do I even deserve to get everything I want, or I must be comprehensive to myself and people around me. I'm not sure why I am even doing this to my own love life or why am I even here writing and thinking for what's gonna happen next.
Well, I bet you don't understand what I'm saying.
It's alright. I'm currently at Mak Busu's place which is not in singapore. Mum, Dad, Granny, Mak Busu and Pak Busu is out to the market. I'm left with abang at home. I kinda like Mak busu's laptop. It's just so easy and fast. Only it's an XP product. =.="
I'm missing him each and every moment... Sigh .. Hope that I would come back to singapore today asap. Maybe I will be reaching SG before night time. I'm waiting for breakfast. But I haven't yet got my shower. but will go once I've done blogging.
Well, I wanna apologise for what have just happened. I don't want any heartbreaks here and there. :( I'm really looking forward to heal things up instead of putting it at worst. My phone couldn't reply any messages now. ;( Sigh. WHAT TO DO?!!!!
I think I'm depressed. (Well, Dad said so? HAHA. Cause yesterday after I went to the saloon, dad asked why do I even look depressed and pale? Got big problem huh? HAHA.)
I can't wait for this coming saturday.
But I'm going Penang the day after.
wow, 3 days after I'm already away? :(
That fast huh.
Anyway, please do not TAG on my tagboard. Cause I'm thinking of changing it. Will do it after I came home. See you guys at night! Lenny&Eerah, please be online. Thanks.
I love you,
So far yet so near..
♥ 10:05 AM,
Sitting Down Reminiscing
The
Melancholy Feelings
And The Agony Heart.
