& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Finally, my internet isn't giving me much problem.
So hello there bloggers. (: Especially to those who have figured out what is my blog url. ;] Pandainyer. :D
So anyway, today was a great day. Me, dear, Effy and Zah went to finish up our 3dmax. But I guess I couldn't finish it up. :( Tomorrow is the day due. And I've better hurry up before it's too late. Don't wanna fail my self this time. After that, went to help out dear's mum to buy some stuff for Hari Raya preparations. Then went home after that. Many things had been happening this few weeks. A hell lots of things that I've gotta face. Lots of things which made me somehow feel .... I guess let me just keep that to myself. ;) Currently I'm webcaming with dear. Watching him helping his mum to make pastry for hari raya.And really. I was thinking of updating my blog. But I just don't know what to update. ;[
BUT ANYWAY, There's a lot of upcoming plans coming up this coming month!!
Hari Raya Celebrations.
Sacrifice of cow. (Korban @ Melaka)
Penang Trip.
Chingay
Bf's birthday
Work work work
& ... :) Happy days ahead, insyaallah.
Thanks to the people who have always been there for me. Always been trying to be there for me.. For the once who always care about me, thanks so much. *hugs* Dear boyfriend, I hope things will get better after this. For what ever reasons that is gonna affect me right now. I know you're gonna be by my side to hold me tight. Sometimes, I know I don't have any more choice. Thanks to you for your guidance. And I hope, after this I won't hear anything anymore about it. Cause I'm sure it's over between the lines. I love you so deep, I hope you do too. I need you so much, and i hope you need me too. I love you hunney. (;
Listen
Cant count on you most of all when I really need it Its the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings The more I try, the more Im starting to see it This cant work anymore, than you believe it
Goodbye may come as a shock Even though I love you a lot Ive given every breath Ive got Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe
And how many times I gave my heart To how many times we fell apart And it equals A promise in the dark So dont promise me
And how many times I gave you me Divided by so many memories And it equals A promise in the dark So dont promise me
Listen
I just dont know what the problem is, what the deal is Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldnt see it? All these promises are probably how you deal with it Im tired of hearing you say your innocent
Dont think I forgot Because I really didnt care if youre lying a lot Ive given every breath Ive got Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe
And how many times I gave my heart To how many times we fell apart And it equals A promise in the dark So dont promise me
And how many times I gave you me Divided by so many memories And it equals A promise in the dark So dont promise me
We all make mistakes Sometimes we do desperate things What does it prove? NOTHING And you never do nothing wrong
Then what took you so long, took you so long Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on
And how many times I gave my heart To how many times we fell apart And it equals A promise in the dark So dont promise me
And how many times I gave you me Divided by so many memories And it equals A promise in the dark So dont promise me
♥ 10:48 PM,
Sitting Down Reminiscing The
Melancholy Feelings And The Agony Heart.
Finally, my internet isn't giving me much problem.
Many things had been happening this few weeks. A hell lots of things that I've gotta face. Lots of things which made me somehow feel .... I guess let me just keep that to myself. ;) Currently I'm webcaming with dear. Watching him helping his mum to make pastry for hari raya.And really. I was thinking of updating my blog. But I just don't know what to update. ;[
Dear boyfriend, I hope things will get better after this. For what ever reasons that is gonna affect me right now. I know you're gonna be by my side to hold me tight. Sometimes, I know I don't have any more choice. Thanks to you for your guidance. And I hope, after this I won't hear anything anymore about it. Cause I'm sure it's over between the lines.