& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Monday, November 30, 2009
Don't try so hard to be like me. Cause it's looks awful in you. I'm just advising. It's up to you to take it or leave it. Cause you'd be the 'thing' that we're laughing the most about. :)Hey bloggers. =)
Herm, I'm not really sure what to do so I decided to update to release a little stress from hard school work. School have such a hectic time for me. I've got a lot of things to do. I've gotta finish up my 3DMax Redering and Sufi's Rendering. But all the computers are occupied with class 'b'. I'm also feel so sad that I'm scared if I can't make it..
Sigh. I hope Sufi's mum will do something about what's going on. It's really not fair for Sufi. Sigh. Thanks dearest classmates for trying to help Sufi. On behalve of sufi, I wanna thank you guys who wanna help. I'd pray hard for him too. I don't know to be angry or to be fortunate or even sad. My form teacher wants me to really do my best to pass for this semester. She keep on saying that it's gonna be worth it. She wants to see me go Poly after this course is done. But how can I handle things when it's all last minute? I need a lot of help and I need to far away from friends. I need to be alone so I can complete everything. Sigh. Now I feel so sad. I am sad if I can't do it. Cause there is too much things to do.(!) I feel so angry, cause I don't want Sufi to left out too. I want him to go infront of me. Sigh. I feel so fortunate, that my teacher really cares... and thanks to Effy, for giving me a semangat to do my work. Thanks Ina for giving me a warm hug when I'm feeling so terrible. =/
I just put down the phone with Sufi like 1minute ago. Miss him already. Heard that his mum is angry with what's been happening in school just now. Hope things will get better asap. Don't wanna lose him out of the class. Gonna make sure he gonna strive better than this.
I'm hungry. I'm craving for some food. And watch a movie. Hmm. I think I go watch now. I miss my old self doing all this stuff. Heh. =P
Ok da bye.Dear muhammad sufi. I promise that I will love you and only you. Love you cintaaa! :D
Why are you so sure that such things won't happen in our relationship? Hahs. =) If you don't believe it, try imagining it. :D
I wish the song was clear. Anyone have the original song? Can send it to me? Thanks. Thru msn-mcm biasa. =P ( B, pinjam tau. HEHEHE.)
♥ 8:26 PM,
Sitting Down Reminiscing The
Melancholy Feelings And The Agony Heart.