Cause when the roof cave in and the truth

came out, I didn't know what to do.

But when I become a star we'll be living so

large, I'll do anything for you...

Hey dearest reader.

I know I've been having random updates here and there. But it's just a randomly picked times. Granny and baby Aqil is going back to malaysia today. Am gonna miss my baby real hard this time. =( He's learning how to talk and how to hi-five with me. He's only 1yrs and 4months, but so clever. Gosh. Hoping that I won't miss him that bad.

So today marks the day of the last day of 2009. Well, all I have to say is that, goodbye 2009, and hello 2010! :D Hmm. Can't wait for later. Will be celebrating countdown with dear, Hariz, Een, Wan and Ayu. Maybe Hariz will be renting a car. I hope it's gonna be a great blast! I rather be in a car than having to take NR home. =S

Life have been quiet hanky this few days. It's literally so much of malancholy here and there. I rather die than having to cry. Nevertheless patience and a little advice made me realize a little.Maybe I was at fault and maybe it wasn't mine. I'm going 18 next year. So gonna be legal. Don't need to be afraid of having so much trouble. So I really hope that I could actually change into a better person with better thinking in future.I don't wanna be a lady with short-minded person. I want to strive high this year for my GPA. I have to really make up my mind to actually do my best. Cause it's the last year I have. I wanna aim for Poly after that. Well, wish me all the best? :)

Ok, I'm ending my post here. So after this I'm gonna be preparing myself.Help out for their going-off,. And get ready to go out later at night.

Oh yarh, I've change my number. =)

So if you need to contact me, ask my number from me okay? thanks.