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♥ ; Because of you ..
& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Saturday, January 23, 2010

It's 9.30pm. I've not even signed in to msn since the start of using this laptop. Didn't know I could do a lot of things and know lots of things too.

So started my day by waking up and EAT ! AHAHAHA. (Ofcause I did brush my teeth, wash my face and hands first!) Then after eat baru mandi. Haha. Dear was like "Eee, bushuk nyer dier.." Haha. Finally I'm not working during weekends. Alhamdullilah allowance still are in stable. Can I say, it's getting more and more? Well, Yes it is! I felt so happy cause I get to save up money with dear. Can't wait for add in such as my salary too.

When I get my salary I have to treat Radiah and Syafiq for a movie. HAHA. Radiah- for helping me a lot. Syafiq- for his belated birthday. Haha. Syafiq- Sufi's lil brother. Have-ta find a day for us to actually have an outing together.

So anyway, I've done my perspective points for Mr Wee's school work. I thought it'd be so hard! But just now I picked myself to finish up my drawing of a room with all the furnitures in. Well, I am proud of myself. =P So next, I have to do some planning for Acer booth exhibition. Sigh. I still have to think of good ideas on how to place things and play with shapes and lines.
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I enjoyed 3 hour of my day watching How I met your mother Season 1. Sufi's laptop have season 1 to season 5. And I manage to watch only 3 hour of the the season 1. Gosh. That takes a long time! Haha.

I changed my blog style if you notice. Removed some people from my linkage area. And also delete some things. Gonna start updating little by little. If your name is not under the link, do tag.
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Each time when I'm alone, I always think of you. It's difficult to forget things that have happen. But I have to be strong, cause this love wasn't just a game. It's more than a life that I've got to face. When I seat down and reminisce, all I could think is about the past. I faced it without any doubt, cause I love you. I face all the hurting things to the extend of the fear to lose you. Till one day where I stopped. I started to treat you indiffer. I hurt you. And all those anger that I release. You're still standing strong cause you don't wanna lose me. You were so strong cause you realize where goes wrong. You realize that it's pain. I hope I know how to control myself from making you feel suffer. I don't wanna treat you this way. I wish I had an answer to even why I felt this way towards you. All I can say is that I really love you, but why can't I treat you right, treat you like before? When you're so good to me now, when you're doing everything just for me and when you endure all the pain that I throw so badly to you, is when I have to open my heart back for you, cause you meant so much to me. I'm not willing to lose you because of my sadness. Please hang in there baby, trust me, it'd be worth it.. Insyaallah..

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you,I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you,I learned to play on the safe side, So I don't get hurt
Because of you, I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid

I lose my way, And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry, Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh,Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with,

I watched you die, I heard you cry, Every night in your sleep
I was so young,You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else, You just saw your pain
And now I cry, In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Assalamualaikum..



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