♥ Nurul Umirah ♥

♥ ; Beach Fiesta and Family Gathering.

& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Sunday, January 31, 2010

It's gonna be a longggg post. Take a deep breath if you guys wanna read it.

Well, it's been quite a big splash for me to actually maintain this feeling. I tried to endure, but eventually I failed myself everytime I saw his adorable smile and how he cares. I find it hard to make myself stronger.. Sigh.. Everynight, his mum will call, to check on my situation and what's been happening. Well, I really felt touched, cause of the care and concern that took place in her heart. It's a little heartless for me if I don't want to tell about what I really felt. Just that, it keeps me bothering about some other people, that really make me felt hurt seeing. I got out of it, just in time, but I don't have any reason why am I kind of patient when I could actually do just anything to make me feel better. Is this really what I feel everytime when I'm with him? So how could I face if he's not around .... (o.O)

So yesterday went to beach fiesta with dearest Effy, Ary, Tasha, Nazia and Yana. Met Ary first. Trained to Outram and met the others at HF/VC. While on the way, saw some familiar faces that keeps their smile on my eyes.

We've got 4 tix free. So bought only 2 extra tix. For me and Yana. Ary bought it for me. Heh. Thanks babe. =) Went to Siloso beach, near the Wave house. Since there's some empty spaces, we took the one with shelter. Met him to pass some cash. And talked awhile. He let me use his shades, due to my bad sore eyes. He even thought I'm crying. No, no. I'm not. My eyes is effing hot. I'm having the agony sore eyes ever. Both of my eyes pula tu.. It's a little mischieve for me. We have a warm hug. Thanks for that, cause I really need that. I'm sorry, but maybe I just can't resist it. It just feels different without him now...

So enjoyed some games and took all the goodies and prizes, completing the whole tix. After that, went to seat around and chillax. I had sunburn on the back. Weird, cause the front part isn't burnt too. lol. So, yada yada yada , they went swimming, me and Nazzy, didn't. Then packed up things, wait for them. We separated since we're really so exhausted. I dropped off to AMK. Family fetch me there. Abang drove us to Tampines to get me a new jeans, since I'm wearing a dress. My parents sanggup beli jeans for me, just to make sure everyone is wearing the same colour of top.

I didn't know about the family gathering thing that is placed at goldkist chalet. And each family have to wear the same colour of top. Mum bought 4 red tops from Giordano. So changed in the car and off to ECP for the Chalet. Went there, and eat and talked to cousins. And the game starts! The prizes, the lucky draws. Mayne, trust me, it's the best out of the other family gatherings with had. But I still prefer the time where we played rounders. Haha. That's much more fun. Heh. And guess what? Even my parents joined in! Haha. For the Husband and Wife games, mum keep on being the first to actually throw in the colours. But when the game changes, Mum begin to get second and Cik Su took everything out and won first place. Haha. Well, but they won didn't day ? Haha.

There's a lot of games and prizes. But i'll update once I get the pictures. Camera is with dad. He wants to upload it first, so I'll wait for it. Anything pun, I will also wait for Kak Muni, Cik Sham and Suaidah's pictures in FB. Like what cik Sham said, "Nanti kite upload gambar2 kat muke buku k. haha. " So will wait for them to upload it..

Went back at around 12 + yesterday since I couldnt hold it any longer. Abang was angry cause we're supposed to go back at around 2. =( Sorry, just that my head is spinning, my eyes are grinning.

Shila asked me out for Family fiesta later. But I can't barely get out of my bed to even eat. Haha. So how? So I'll spend my day at home, watching How I Met Your Mother, since I've not been watching it for two days already. Okay. Thanks for spending your time to actually read it. HAHAH. k bye.

♥ 11:20 AM,

Sitting Down Reminiscing
The Melancholy Feelings
And The Agony Heart.