Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
Im sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And Im terrified but Im not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That hes here means hes never lost

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And Im terrified but Im not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

As my life flashes before my eyes
Im wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many wont get the chance to say goodbye
But its too late too pick up the value of my life

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And Im terrified but Im not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
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The clock will keep on ticking.
If you get what you want, you will lose what you need.
And if you ever lose what you need, is the only
time for you is to realize life have to go on.
Maybe it's true that things are going shaky.
And maybe the truth are too pain to even ask
why and when and how.

It's hard, but a trust was a big thing to confess.
If you never appreciate things that is given,
maybe it's harder when you have to face what
you won't want to.

Maybe one will make it happen, maybe there's more
chance and more time given. But it might not be that long for
someone to actually understand what does everything mean for
a love to actually come true and been given the trust that
are used properly.

Life is always fair. If you can't find a reason why and how
things can be controlled, maybe it's the only reason and
way out to move aside your life.

Everyone will never be as happy as they thought it'd be.
Like I say on my top picture :

As you see through life,
You will see that there is so much
That we really don't understand.
And the only thing we really know,
That things doesn't always goes the way
we planned.