♥ ; A peace of hope.
& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Monday, February 15, 2010
Maybe this time I should be opening my eyes wide. Having a peace of mind, leaving without any regretions. When you are about to accept the reality, the only thing you wish for is, to actually make things right. Wishing so badly that it's for the better of not for own self, but for others too. *inhale a deep breath and let everything go peacefully. Letting go of the last string, was like letting go of your life. But still, standing strong.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you every where I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret, but I know
If I could do it over
I would trade, give away, show the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken
Ok, today, I've gotta pack up my bag and leave. Haha. And I really mean it, literally. Thanks to dad for not pressuring me too much. Going out later to pass my school work to either Sufi and Effy. Either one. Not sure who, yet still gotta pack up my things, twice. Passing my hamster and ask Radiah to take care of it. Sigh. feel so lazy to bring it around. =.= Hahaha. Well, I hope I'll have a lot of fun for the upcoming days! :D I'm happy, you're happy, everyone's happy! :D
Ok bye.
♥ 9:39 AM,
Sitting Down Reminiscing
The
Melancholy Feelings
And The Agony Heart.
