♥ ; Dilemma of a lady..
& when you walked away, I count the steps that you take..♥
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
I'm trying hard to trust you. I'm trying my best to push everything away. But the more I tried, the more I discovered that, I can't. Why? Cause you prove me wrong. I though I'd build my trust to you, but I guess you're just playing with fire. I know you won't read it today as I wrote it. Cause you won't sense it's coming.
I'm giving my whole trust on you, although I know I'm gonna be disappointed and hurt anyway. Trust me. You'll not like it. But yes. I'm gonna play your game. It's dangerous for me, but I have to, just to reach you. I'm feeling this rush of fears coming out of no where. But I guess that's how to play your game. If you play nasty, I'd play it back. If you play with a fire, I'll get more oils. And the last thing that I'm preparing, is the awesome ending. I'm sure it's gonna come, so I have to prepare. All those things that I brought with me are just the weapons I have to use, to survive when battling with you.
I know I'm not that strong. But people around me, and even you, thought that I am. So I'd prove you I'm really strong... Really strong that you won't even realize what's gonna happen next.. So here I just wanna let you know. How the process of the game that I'm playing with. Goodluck.
♥ 9:27 AM,
Sitting Down Reminiscing
The
Melancholy Feelings
And The Agony Heart.
